HELL’S IMPOSTER - Shawn Christmas

Where do I go now?

I thought I had things figured out

Got caught up in Hell

I did it to myself

And they say, "Just save another soul

From feeling all alone

And the good ones won't take their toll"

Won't drive me insane

Is Hell my only option when this pleasure comes to profit?

Am I sold out? Is my soul bound to see through all the logic

I keep runnin' towards the worst for me

Can't come down, where do I go now?

You say things that you regret

Blame it on me, I'll never forget

"Made same mistakes" That's your best defense?

Used it on me, your greatest regret

You stay up late nights and try to repent

Waiting for saints to absolve your sins

But they never came and you never went

To the heaven they promised you would get in

You say things that you regret

Blame it on me, I'll never forget (No)

"Made same mistakes" That's your best defense? (Your best defense)

Used it on me, your greatest regret (No)

You stay up late nights and try to repent (Try to repent)

Waiting for saints to absolve your sins (Absolve your sins)

But they never came and you never went

To the heaven they promised you would get in

It's time to step outside my mind, I'm petrified

But I don't know what I should do, I can't decide

Think I might have gone crazy (Think I might've gone crazy)

'Cause every little thing I let phase me (Let phase me)

Am I stuck here forever? (Stuck here forever)

Or can I find something better? (Find something better)

I've had enough of this weather

It's goodbye now or never

If Hell's my only option when this pleasure comes to profit

I can't stop now (I can't stop, I can't stop now)

But I'm worn out (I can't stop, I can't stop now)

And if I'm just being honest

I'm still searching for the best of me

If my soul's found

Where do I go now?