DINNER WITH [REDACTED] - Marty

Yeah, uh

Today I decided to live, leave it all to my kids

I'm sick of living in debt, I'm tired of just paying bills

Is this as good as it gets? Got me wanting to steal

Got me wanting to live it up and wish I didn't care

I cried on the way here, I think I saw someone stare

My car don't got a tint, that's a swing and a miss

I'm invested in me, one day I'll make sense

Until then, I'll pick a side, I can't live on the fence

I'm dancing on the altar like I'm a free man

Took a meeting with J and lost there hundred grand (Dang)

Ten years in, that's one third of my life

We all beating the odds, and God, I know how to fight

Probably got that from my dad

Learned how to pray from my moms

Say the wrong thing, I'ma swing like Solange, it's real

Looking for a real love

Or anything to fill the void up

Only if these walls could talk

Yeah, the game is rigged, I tell you that firsthand

No 401(k) or life insurance plan

He said he sold out, but you ain't never had the chance

I never had to perform like Bobby Shmurda did

In the middle of the office

Truth is, they asked, we gave them a hard pass

We laughed, and never got called back

Everybody so nice when you meet 'em

"Hit me when I'm in your city" and you never see 'em

The only thing I want is complete freedom

This is a new Marty, I still don't answer my DMs

I don't want promotion or collabs, I don't need 'em

The more you say no

The more they wonder how long you can keep it

Young me wouldn't even believe it

I don't know

I'm not happy anymore

I don't know what it is

I feel like I'm missing something in life, and

I don't know

Yeah, how long do I gotta walk around with a smile on my face like everything's A-OK? (For real)

I hate to kill the mood, but that wasn't Hillsong

That was "Fix You" by Coldplay

We all been hurt before, why you think you so special? (Huh?)

"God's son" across the belly

How much more could you possibly be more extra?

This is hip-hop, first and foremost

Show a little respect

RIP to the ones that we lost

We promise that we'll never forget

Life is beautiful, all that pain gon' make you stronger

You just gotta believe it

Uh, and I don't know how to say it any other way, man

It's gotta be Jesus

I know seasons aren't forever

I know I'ma make it

I know God has never, has never left me by myself

He's always come with me, I know

God's got me