I wonder if you proud of me (What I want, a soul)
Remember all of the shit they thought of me (Wonder if you know)
Now I'm glowed and I'm special
Know they thought they'd never see
I done blew the block down, performed on stage in Chitown
Came up out that nawf , right in that nawf where I should lay down
Fuck 'bout what they talk, he get knocked off, no I don't play 'round
Told the world 'bout what was in my blood
And they knocked me down
They thought that shit was funny, played me like a clown
Keep a million cash inside my bag as I walk around
Went in front that judge, back to back, and I made it out
Her daddy thought that I wasn't man enough to hold his daughter down
But now I got a family and I'm growin' and I'm focused now
Her momma ain't never been to one of my shows
But go to his every fight
She support him and that's your ex
So be with him, probably think I waste my life
Cause my every flaw to the world I showed it all and how I live ain't right
I'm that nigga and I'ma live up to the hype
I wonder if you proud of me (Wonder if you proud of me?)
Remember all of the shit they thought of me (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Now I'm glowed and I'm special
Know they thought they'd never see
Know they thought they'd never see, me ballin' right
I come from being inside of gun fights, balling in that limelight
Ain't make it out of school
But grandpa check me out, this my amazing life
Niggas in the hood they ain't believe
I used to rap, they say it's weak
Now on the T.V. they see me
Now on the block they bumpin' me
Saw me abusin' all the drugs, catch me on camera, I can't breathe
They probably thought I'd lose it all, and in the game, I would not be
But now I'm in the industry, I ain't close to industry
And they know I'm in the streets
And I still ain't found no peace
And they know I keep my heat (Oh)
Dirty ass nigga, fresh as hell wit' that LV on
Donate some money to my old school to show how we on
And they off, apart of my team they can't be, no
Jason talk, that's my engineer, where I go, he go
Caught up makin' hits and savin' Ms while out on the road
Mark, look how far I came bro
I wonder if you proud of me
Remember all of the shit they thought of me
Now I'm glowed and I'm special
Know they thought they'd never see