​hate my hometown Letra - Mad Tsai

I’ve always hated my hometown

Thought my life was just cursed

Goin’ round in a circle

I tried to run from this hurt

Now I’m in a parking lot

Crying cause I miss my mom

Thought I hated my parents

Swore I’d never be them

But now that I’m older

I crave their hugs once again

And I know our love was flawed

But it was pure and just enough

I miss you

Like the Sun misses the Moon

I can’t change you

So how do I love you?

I forced myself to be perfect

Made a world of my own

Wishing for a new family

An all-American home

Now I cry when someone new

Hugs me like you used to do

I wrote this song to say “I’m sorry”

For the times we used to fight

Tried to rewrite my own story

Of the worst years of my life

Now I can cry cause

I miss you

Like the Sun misses the Moon

I can’t change you

So how do I love you…

When we’re miles apart?

I’m broken from the start

I can’t fix you

So how do I love you?

You don’t have to say “I love you”

Cause I’ve learned to understand you

Without words, without blame

And I know things will feel different

When you’re gone and I’m here listening

To the words we never say

Even after all I’ve broken and become

You always stayed