Standing now
In the mirror that I built myself
And I can't remember why
The decision wasn't mine
But it seems I'm only clingin' to an idea now
Took my heart and sold it out
To a vision that I wrote myself
And I don't wanna be somebody in America
Just fighting the hysteria
Only wanna die someday
Someday, some-day
When I burst into flames
I'll leave you the dust, my love
Hope a bit of it'll be enough to help remember the
Days
When we came to this place
I told you I spilled my guts
I left you to clean it up, I'm bursting out of the
Seems like now
It's impossible to work this out
I'm so committed to an old ghost town
Is it really that strange
If I always want a change?
And if only
The time and space between us wasn't lonely
I disintegrate into a thousand pieces
Think I'm makin' a mistake
But if I decide to break, who
Will fill the empty space? Oh
And now
If I figure this out
Apart from my beating heart
It's a muscle, but it's still not strong enough to carry the
Weight
Of the choices I've made
I told you I'd ride this out
It's gettin' harder every day somehow, I'm burstin' out of my-self
(Ooh)
(Ooh)
(Ooh)
Too many guys think I'm a concept, or
I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive
I'm just a fucked up girl who's lookin' for my own piece of mind
Don't assign me yours