Letra de AMOUNA - NEMS

Its like I can't shake this feeling

I just wanna get back to myself back being normal

& With every ounce of my being it won't happen what the fuck

Something ain't right with me

Its like my mind is having fights with me

Every time that I open my eyes Its like its dimmering the light in me

I gotta force myself to get out of bed

Its like Im paralyzed with these fuckin' thoughts in my head

I don't wanna be a zombie takin' all of these meds

As a Matter of fact, maybe ill be better off dead

How the fuck did I become this person so disgusting

In my younger years, I had happiness and abundance

This ain't how I saw my life being

Im supposed to be traveling the world going sightseeing

Now I don't wanna see nobody

I lost the person closet to me took the spirit out my whole body

I hate my life and I hate myself

Just leave me in my room with the blinds closed I don't need no help

My Back's against the ropes

I don't see no hope

If I knew how to make it stop I'd make it stop but I don't

Why am I the only one who feels like this

I try to smile around people but I feel like shit

I don't know what's going on

And My kids are lookin' at me like they know somethings wrong

I need some help and some time to get right

I just wanna get strong so I can come back to life

Everything in me just died

And I can't shake this feeling no matter how much I cry

My mind is telling me things and I know its a lie

I just wanna run and hide

I WANT OUT

Somewhere I went off track but now 

Im the only one that's holding me back

Got a lotta trauma there's a lot to unpack

I know feelings aren't facts but

I WANT OUT

Everything in me is fightin'

Making gratitude lists every morning I'm writin'

Praying 5 times a day through the thunder and lightning

Now I'm feeling a little better and my senses are heightening. 

I just gotta stay vigilant 

No drinks and no drunks I can't take the belligerence 

My brain is dumbing down and I know that I'm brilliant

Looking in the mirror and I see the resilience. 

I see glimpses of my old self it might take a few

What didn't kill me only made me stronger and unbreakable

Let your light shine before the darkness starts claiming you

Take my life back is what I came to do

Everything in me's alive

My light is shining brightly cuz I don't believe the lies

The Wind is at my back and I feel like I can fly

Tears of joy is what I cry cus…

I WONT QUIT

I got angels watching my back

Blessings and abundance and I'm watching them stack

Got some broken pieces and still I won't crack

I know feelings aren't facts so…

I WONT QUIT

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