Amber Waves - Ethel Cain

Um, I don't know

I— I'll take it

Um, how much?

I would recommend that you take just as much as you need to feel good

Before she leaves

Amber waves at me

Days go by, time on without me

I'll be alright, I'll be alright

I take the long way home

Shaking the bottle and letting them roll

'Cause the devil I know

Is the devil I want

Is it not fun, oh

To feel many other ways?

What you do

Is nothing to me, to me

I still kick rocks when the walking is good

And pretend at the chain link that I am the wood

As I'm leaning my head back

Saying "Take me, I ain't gonna scream"

Yet here I am empty

Watching love of mine leave

But I'll be alright

Me and my amber waves

I'll be alright, I'll be alright, I'll be alright

Is it not fun, oh

To feel many other ways?

What you do

Is nothing to me

Is it not fun, oh

In the catatonia

Maybe it's true

You were nothing to me

I can’t feel anything